That being said, I've made a "career decision" that leaves me feeling very vulnerable. I'm second-guessing myself, wanting to be there for people that I care about but knowing that their decisions should not hold me back from putting God, my husband, and my ministry commitments first. Still, you know how it goes, there are always questions that you cannot answer, the "what if's" that haunt you if you let them. As the worry-wart type, I often do. I feel more secure worrying, to be honest.
Then this morning, I read the blog of my sister-in-law, Tiffany, who is currently in Africa on a missions trip. (Check her blog out at http://tiffanychen.
How much better would the world be if all of us were as brave as we were when we wrote stories? I am cut-throat when I write. I hesitate (but not much) when I delete pages. I send my characters into dark corners, thinking, "Let's see what happens," knowing that no time is wasted as long as I learn more about them. Why can't we live life like that? We so often are scared of the "what if's" that we are paralyzed by the question marks. We write with reckless abandon, yet we live in holes. We were made for so much more than this.